Seeker

I've always been obsessed with understanding who I am, where I'm from, what I am. That stems from feeling like a misfit for the longest time, like everyone else had been given a map, but not me.

With She Unleashed, I explored the self from the outside in: through clothes, through confidence, through all the Freddies getting their airtime. The years since have taken me the other way, inwards.

What I called burnout, I now think was something more like a reckoning, an awakening. It felt like all the doors were closing on me, and I took it as an invitation to step out of the noise and step inwards instead. I stopped producing and performing and started deconditioning myself, undoing everything I thought I knew about success, about alignment, about purpose, and about life itself.

Along the way I found the tools that help me make sense of it all: astrology, Human Design, Gene Keys, tarot, meditation, psychedelics, Reiki and more. I don't have answers. I have threads, and I can't stop pulling on them. I go slowly, but only because I go deeply.

I could talk about these topics endlessly. In fact, I even recorded a manifesto for a podcast (you can listen to it here), but some of my other hats needed more focus. Hopefully in the future, who knows? ;)